Love Yourself (true heart)

the hate i have for you runs deeper than blood
unable to love as any relationship should
the way i want to treat you is unspeakable, unjust
but i simply owe it to myself so i feel i must.
to have you tortured to have you burned
to repay he who was spurned.
and i dare not be so bold
to have you grow and become old.
for the sweet revenge in which i seek
will leave you helpless, cold and weak.
on that day you turned your back to me
you opened my eyes, yet left me blind and free.
i dont even care if all you say is real
fuck everthing thats how i feel.

The Desert

underneath blue skies there where nothing lies
i was standing feebly the wind so breezy
talking to no one about everything
i walked a little bit just to have a sit
and to listen to it all, to take it all in
i thought i saw you there, a glint in the sun
but now i think i was looking at a mirror  
i was having fun, i was feeling down
nothing ever matters when your life is drowning
so i took a bite out of myself, i tasted what i am
i disposed of my impurities and came out a sicker man
and who are you if i dont know who i am?
its all over. it is finally last night this morning
and the moonlight reflecting off of my face
just might reveal my life long pace
a flight to the center of the earth
my drive to the stars. the place where i belong
is where nothing and everything meet
but where were you when the treetops met the sky
better yet where was i, where have i been, what do i know
i was just looking for a good time and talking about root beer
you said you had a heart to explore and one to ignore
when i told you to drop your ears you smiled completely
and said im on my way
you wish i was a rock so i could taste the earth
i wish you were a bird so you could dream of nothing